long time nv update blog liao.. past weekend go play mahjong.. lose $16.. play shooter pays.. sob sob.. i put bomb.. let ah hui win.. urgh.. but in the end is velvis win ard $11.. ya ya small money oly.. haiz but i kenna teased like hell.. shouldnt be so silly and put the bomb.. *bang myself to wall*

this morning wake up at 5am.. order macmuffin to eat.. too hungry.. i will always order 2 sets.. cos one is nv enuff.. eat and watch my zhu ge ge part 2 last disc.. watch till almost 12pm.. wanted to take a short nap but hubby came my place buy me food.. eat alr continue to watch again.. but he wanted to watch the previous previous disc.. so acc him watch awhile..

was trying to figure out induce labour and we check up KKH and enquire but they say cannot.. wanted to go peiling's gynae at mt a but he say he couldnt afford the charges..although peiling reassure n assure dont worry about it cos the doc will really help us out.. i am so tempted to go alr.. but i oso got to tink for his financial..

alr very upset about kkh heck care attitude.. makes me cry the whole noon.. i feel so wei qu.. if from the start i go to peiling's gynae.. things would be so much better..
then jus now we r having dinner at home.. alr know he dont eat those dish.. at least got soup to go along wont be so bland..who knws he throw half of the soup away.. if i din stop him.. tats it.. my mum cook for us.. nv ask for money.. scare him eat not enuff.. scare him dont like this and that.. but see his attitude like tat really makes me heartpain.. really no appreciation..

nv reflect and still wan to argue wif me.. really very upset..